To melt the ice
.The sun’s blazing.
Yet you are frozen.
Even w/ me the ice is in your eyes.
Until SHE walks in and melts the ice.
As all stories start it would be a nice fine day. But in my case,no.It was a really wet day w/c was strange cuz in n 3 weeks summer vacation is starting [w/c kinda makes it summer already].Me and Taka were just on our way to school ridding in his car. Now listen here, he’s just a boy friend and not boyfriend. My only friend, the one who I feel takes me away from everything, my school,my family,me. The rain, didn’t much make BOTH us feel the connection. Yet it makes me feel a loss that will come. It’s really scary.Now this connection I’m talking about is he feels everything I feel and I feel everything he feels. But only on certain times can we feel this connection.The rain, seemed like…well…like it should be a moment of connection. Could the rain be the sign of the loss?
“Rumika, can you believe the selection they told us to read: “Behind the tears”hahahahaha.”Taka said. “Oh Taka where’s your sense of poetry, art and…Ah!..hey!” Rumika was saying when she bumped into someone but she recognized at once the light brown hair those blue eyes. “Oh I’m so sorry Rumika. I seem to get so clumsy all of a sudden.” the person she bumped into said.”Yeah, Amiboshi real clumsy when Rumika is around.” Taka blurted out. “I’m really sooo sorry I’ll make it up to you howbout after school there’s this flick…”Amiboshi said ignoring Taka’s teasing. “Look, I’m really sorry Amiboshi but I don’t think I can go out ok?” Rumika interrupted pretending to sound stressed. “Now let’s go Taka.” she added. Taka just rolled his eyes and looked at Amiboshi and went away w/ Rumika still pulling his arm.
“I can’t believe you just dumped the poor guy! And besides you haven’t even been on a date for like….FOREVER!” Taka said as they were leaving the movie house .”Ok,ok so I admit maybe I was a bit hard on him, maybe a should’ve said yes.But hey!, you haven’t been on one forever too.”Rumika replied “Whatever Rumika.But I think it’s right you refused the sacred offer since WE just watched the same flick 2nyt.”Taka said as he streched his arms. And suddenly he seemed to hit Rumika’s lip [really hard].” OW,OW, Taka that hurts I think there’s a slight scar on my lip.” Rumika said.” Sorry, really sorry.” Taka said looking at the scar when both realized how close they were to each other [physically].”need me to kiss it better for you?” Taka added in a whispery kinda way.”I..I’d like that.” Rumika replied. And his lips pressed onto hers.”Is she the one? The one I promised to find and come back for? The one I vowed to protect in a previous life? Why does part of me feel this is wrong?” These were questions Taka or should we say Tamahome asked himself . Shall they be answered? We all know love conquers all. But who’s love will ?
To be continued……
Lately my boyfriend [That’s right MY B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D.],Taka has not been normal lately. And yeah I should know since he was once my best friend . But why do I feel more secure with my best friend than my boyfriend, like I feel he’s not telling me something he should be telling me. For instance when he’s over at my place cuddled up with me he seems insecure this looks like I need to talk to my friends.
“Maybe your overreacting a bit on this one Rumika.” Sidney said after she took a sip from her mug of tea. “No, I don’t think I’m overreacting Sidney besides I want to know what is bothering Taka I don’t want what happened to you and Tezuka to happen to me.”Rumika replied while starring outside the window. “ Don’t you ever dare say that jerk’s name in my face again.” Sidney said holding up a fist at her. Of course she couldn’t tell Rumika the truth about her knowing of his pastlife she couldn’t, she mustn’t. What would Rumika think of that ? She knew she couldn’t just barge in and say :”You know I’m really a witch one of the most powerful witches and through my powers I was able to know Nuriko,Tezuka’s previous life form.” Sidney may be a total grouch when he’s the topic but her heart and soul knew she was still inlove with with him very much inlove. She was getting second taughts about Taka being one of the Suzaku schiseishi . Oh whatever he is don’t let him break Rumika’s heart.
I couldn’t stop wondering about Taka. Was there something he had to tell me? “Rumika, I know you and I think that we should…well….” Taka tried to continue but Rumika interrupted. “Break up?” was her interruption” I completely understand Taka though tears still filled my eyes.”If we feel insecure we might as well call it off”.”she added. “You don’t understand the half of it Tamahome may love Miaka but my heart will remember that I onced fell inlove with you. Rumika let me just for the last time kiss you. And it will end.”Taka said. “ If I kiss you it will never end.” Was her reply but Taka grabbed her into an embrace and gave her the kiss that was so passionate ,so passionate like it sucked the life out of her. Then when they finally parted she noticed that tears had stung his eyes too. She wanted to ask “Why are you crying ? we’re already breaking up and you really wanted it right? But then the tought entered her mind that she was the one who wanted them to break up. For a strange reason she felt it was right, knew it was right. “When I met Miaka something happened to me. Something was returning into me. I’m so sorry Rumika I really like you a lot,really but it’s just…this…what we’re facing here is not a normal social break up. What we’re facing here is something you won’t believe and can cause death and also including the mysteries of the past so I better not tell you.” Taka said a moment after they parted. Rumika looked at him with a grimace on her face. “Goodbye Taka “ she said after patting his shoulder she sighed deeply and walked away facing the floor. Taka’s eyes were frozen ,his heart was frozen. Rumika taught she was going to be able to melt all that,but she was wrong.
To be continued in an all new title : Destiny is you.
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Author's notes:
Well,Well,Well so I finally continued my story .
Anyway the next story as you have heard of is entitled : "Destiny Is You" . It"'s still a fic about Fushigiyuugi only the story may have alot of questions in the first part but will be answered in the second part. So watch out on December!
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